When my alarm went off this morning, I regretted my decision to take summer classes in order to complete the certificate. I considered every excuse out there as to why I could not take this class after all, some such examples are: my alarm didn't work and I forgot to get up, everyday this summer; my car got rained in this morning; I don't know what I was thinking when I signed up for this and plead momentary insanity; and then I considered playing dead, all summer long (just as long as my coffin was a lawn chair on the deck with cold drinks and plenty of sunscreen). But, then knowing that I would be disappointed in myself for not coming today, I crawled out of bed, drove to school, and am so thankful that I did. I am once again excited to be here. For awhile, I doubted my decision to take these summer classes, thinking that I really won't need them and that they will just be a waste of time and money. But after today, I am so glad that I stuck with my original decision. I know that these classes, I think that this one more than the others, is going to help me in the classroom some day. Outside of this certificate, I would have no other experience or training in technology of any kind, especially on how to use it in my classroom. I know that being here is going to be so beneficial to me. I love the atmosphere of the classroom, it is laid back and I feel like I am respected and like I have something to offer to the class. I really love the fact that there are two teachers in the class as well, I think that they are going to be a big addition with so much knowledge to share with all of us. So, even though I had a rough morning and considered not coming, I am so very glad that I did. Even though alot of hours of typing, computer screens, frusteration and determination are ahead of me, I think that this might be the most beneficial thing that I am doing for myself and my career at this point. Technology is something that is always going to be there, and while at times I would rather run the other way and pretend that it doesn't exist, I figure that maybe if I understand it and how to use it I will like it alot better. Instead of hiding from it, I am going to confront that fear and learn as much as I can about it, and I am excited because I think that this class is going to help me do that. So, to make a run on paragraph short, I really enjoyed the first day and I am happy to be here.